(no subject)

How do you describe it
That feeling in your soul
Joy to nostalgia to pain
A hug from someone who lives in your mind
An empty feeling for something you can’t grasp again
Time has changed and you have changed with it
Some longings remain the same
And Blindside you when you don’t expect them
Life isn’t always distraction enough
To make you forget there was a time
When it was easy to reach out and find someone’s hand
Digital though it may be
Together you created new people and worlds
For a time you lived another life
And now sometimes when it is quiet
You don’t know how to live without it
You defined your existence in a hundred people
An expanding world
And now you just feel
Small
There are empty spaces inside you
Where other people lived
People built by people like you
People you no longer know
Some perhaps you never knew
And the ones you have...
We’re all so busy
If I’m soo busy
How could they have times
Words mean nothing to a mind that feels
It’s too much of a burden
On their hands to reach out
Who fears the reply that never comes
Even knowing that it is only busy busy busy
Nothing more, nothing less
I suppose it’s on me
That I’m alone